You say you love me
You say you love me, but you don't ever really show me
I swear I changed, but you can't help but see the old me
Got all your friends in your ear that don't even know me
I got a lot of dark thoughts when I'm feeling lonely
I'm feeling lost, I'm feeling hurt, and I've been feeling low
We both got things from the past that we can't let go
And thoughts and emotions that are always bottled up
You say you love me, but you don't never show me love
And you ain't actin' right, time is steady passin' by
Sadness in your heart, and I seen it all inside your eye
Text bubble popped up, but still I don't get a reply
And yeah, it hurt when I heard you were with that guy
And love turns to hate, hate turns straight to despise
And yeah, you did me wrong, girl, yeah, I loved you a lot
And all this shit I did for you, yeah, you must've forgot
You got me thinking everything that you said was a lie, damn
Yo the crazy thing is, is I really loved you too
Even after everything we been through
They say that love was never real if the pain don't last
And yeah, you'll never know the answers to questions you don't ask, shit
Oh, but you just mad, damn
But don't you try to come back
When you understand that I was the one that wanted it bad
Or when you understand that I was the best that you ever had
This is how I cope with the pain
Why do you think that I rap
That's when I turn the music up so I can't hear you call back, fuck
Hey it's me, I mean, you know that
I don't really know where to start, and I don't wanna say the wrong thing
And I know it won't mean anything unless it's coming from the heart
I just want you to know that I'm sorry
And I'll keep apologizing for as long as it takes
I know I made a big mistake
I'm sorry for what I did
For what I said
I didn't mean it
I wish we could take it back
I wish they didn't knock us off track like it did
I wish you and me could be back like we were before
I miss you
I want us to be okay
I guess I just wanted you to know that
I'm sorry