Drive a different way to school
So I never pass your house
All the things we used to love
Has a different meaning now
Hate how trusting you
Taught me not to trust myself
Or anyone else
And I'm trying my best to work through it
Sometimes it seems all that I've been doing
Leaves me broken and more focused on all that went wrong
And I'm still caught up in searching for answers
Still afraid if I speak up what happens
It's a never ending cycle of the
what ifs, should I, and fuck this
Under my breath all the words left unsaid
And I don't know what I'm doing
Under my breath, it's all stuck in my head
And I don't know how to escape it
I wish I could let it go so freely
Still I'm holding my breath
Looking back, it makes me feel so uneasy
He still controls me like that
And I'm still caught up in searching for answers
Still afraid if I speak up what happens
It's a never ending cycle of the
what ifs, should I, and fuck this
Under my breath all the words left unsaid
And I don't know what I'm doing
Under my breath, it's all stuck in my head
And I don't know how to escape it
Under my breath all the words left unsaid
And I don't know what I'm doing
Under my breath, it's all stuck in my head
And I don't know how to escape it
Under my breath all the words left unsaid
Under my breath, it's all stuck in my head