My mind's a time bomb
I wanna turn it off
Soak in the sounds of the LA traffic driving home
I can't sleep at night
I'm still scared of the dark
I lock my doors, you think that's funny
So I laugh it off
It's been 5 years
Thought by now I'd be healed but
My mind's a time bomb
I wanna turn it off
It's getting louder and louder
It's getting harder not to
Feel
It's getting harder not to feel
Made myself busy
Cus all I say is yes
I wanna be just what you need
So that you'll hurt less
Bought a stay-cation
But spend no money
Just told my friends I'm out of town
So no one calls me
My energy's so high
They say I radiate good vibes but
My mind's a time bomb
I try to turn it off
It's getting louder and louder
It's getting harder not to feel
It's getting harder not to feel
Hurt less
Turn it off
(Getting louder, getting louder)
My mind's a time bomb
I wanna turn it off
My mind's a time bomb
I wanna turn it off
I try to turn it off
It's getting louder and louder
It's getting harder not to feel
It's getting harder not to feel
(I wanna hurt less, turn it off)
What I don't want to be real
It's getting harder not to feel
What I don't want to be real