I once knew what love was
But that was just once
Now all I have is a memory
One question forever, just sixteen letters
What's wrong with me
And I don't want, no one
Ever to feel as lonely as I've become
But I don't want your hand to hold, love
So I'll keep sleeping alone

No, I never thought I'd know
The absence of control
But it didn't take you long to change that
I fell asleep inside
Against the world's advice
The iris of your eyes blinded mine
And the worst is you won't admit it
I get it, unfriended
Fuck everything that you ever called me
You're suspended like we're still kids
And fifth period ended
Fuck everything that you ever told me

This is what I get for letting you take my breath
You are the knife in my neck
The four chambers in my chest
I guess that
This is what I get for every single second guess and
No, I can't forgive you but I'll always miss you

I've fallen apart once
But that was just us
A future held captive by the past
52 questions, the next like the last one
How long do memories last
And I don't want, no one
Ever to feel as lonely as I've become
Though I want love, your hand is cold love
So I'll keep sleeping alone

This is what I get for letting you take my breath
You are the knife in my neck
The four chambers in my chest
I guess that
This is what I get for every single second guess
No, I can't forgive you but I'll miss you