I’m doing my best but it’s not enough
Was feeling too stressed so I caught a buzz
I done made friends with a lot of drugs
I’m not as in control as I thought I was
I’m in my feelings or I’m feeling myself
Swear I got the medicine I’m healing myself
And I got some problems that I deal with myself
And I dropped the ball if I’m real with myself cuz

I been rolling rolling loud
Solo dolo floatin’ round
I wish I was sober now
Try to chill I don’t know how
Paranoia on my mind
Heartbeat racing all the time
Trying not to fall behind
Devil tryna call my line

I try to close my eyes but I can’t sleep
I try to feel the vibe but I’m antsy
I made like three songs in the last week
It’s the only thing that makes me happy, yeah
But it’s a temporary high
I wanna wake up every day like it’s December 25
With June weather
Wanna make a change wanna do better
Wanna start fresh like some new leather
I’m smoking grape swishers
I’m drinking great liquor
Pourin' it straight
So that I could just fade quicker
I got a sweet tooth
But everything taste bitter
I make the beats too
So I can just paint pictures
Shoutout to Mac Miller
I never take a day off
Soon my whole careers gonna takeoff
Treating season games like the playoffs
Tryna steer my way through all the chaos
Someone please correct me if I’m way off, I'm way off

I been rolling rolling loud
Solo dolo floatin’ round
I wish I was sober now
Try to chill I don’t know how
Paranoia on my mind
Heartbeat racing all the time
Trying not to fall behind
Devil tryna call my line