(Damn Brandon that’s cold)

I feel like the walls caving in
I don’t know if I can make it to the end of this month
Try my fucking best but it’s never enough
Intrusive thoughts in my mind
So I’m depending on drugs
Tell myself I’m not dependent on love
But I need you
Yeah I need you
Just wanna see you
Hard to take responsibility but I need to (need to)

Hate my job but I got no choice
Promised I won’t go back to being a broke boy yeah
And I feel like there’s no point
Clouds above my head
Lately I ain’t feeling no joy (no joy)
I just want someone to hold me
I ain’t less a man for admitting I get lonely yeah
There’s a hole where my heart once was
I know I’m a fuck up I’m so scared I’ll push the button
There’s a rope around my neck
Tightening every time I think too hard about it
Know I got a problem I can’t walk around it
Baby it feels like I’m fucking drowning

I feel like the walls caving in
I don’t know if I can make it to the end of this month
Try my fucking best but it’s never enough
Intrusive thoughts in my mind
So I’m depending on drugs
Tell myself I’m not dependent on love
But I need you
Yeah I need you
Just wanna see you
Hard to take responsibility but I need to (need to)

Now I’m back in the same place
Looking at old pictures in the mirror’s a blank face
I wish all the memories were just a blank space
But I remember everything
Everything that you said to me
Cut me open and let me bleed
Feel like I ain’t seen you in a century
We in different hemispheres now
I guess it’s weird
Way my life deteriorated past 7 years yeah
Walking on glass and I’m shedding tears
Thinking ‘bout how things could have been a little more normal

I feel like the walls caving in
I don’t know if I can make it to the end of this month
Try my fucking best but it’s never enough
Intrusive thoughts in my mind
So I’m depending on drugs
Tell myself I’m not dependent on love
But I need you
Yeah I need you
Just wanna see you
Hard to take responsibility but I need to (need to)