I'm sorry. I didn't hear you well
What is it that you want
You're very insecure, are you
To become secure, I have to have value

I want to be worth something
I want to be worth enough to attract the attention of others
I've gotten me lost in my mind
I don't know what I'm thinking

Keep me out of my head
I ain't dead, but I feel it so gently
Couldn't get out my bed and I said that's my fault
Cause I'm up till the birds started singing

cnd I'm grieving the time cause I look at the time
cnd I know that my phone will start ringing
I don't fuck with nobody ain't getting a text or a call it don't ring for no reason

But I know that that reason is my fault
Introverted, I don't really like the talk
People calling me weird
cll of the voices I'm hearing, I don't really fight at all

I look up to my fears
Hoping I'm brave enough just to stand up and be mighty tall
Got me scared of my peers
No, I'm not scared of the war

But I'm scared what they might have thought
Was I hopeless and stupid to understand
Did they know they can trust me an honest man
been betrayed a few times, not the biggest fan

When it came to your problems, I fucking stand
When it came to my problems, you fucking ran
I ain't mad at myself cause I understand
I did everything that a young nigga can

But your value is something you have to find for yourself
You have to find it Shinji
I have no value without it
my life is worthless without

I have no value without it
Then what am I
Wait, what is this
This is me

This is the shape that lets others recognize me as myself
It is my symbol for myself
I'm not Shinji
Representations

Everything is merely a description, not the real myself
Everything is simply a shape, a form, an identifier to let others recognize me as me
But then, what am I
Is this me

My true self
My fake self
What is it that I am
I've gotten me lost in my mind

I don't know what I'm thinking
Get me out of my head
I ain't dead, but I feel it's so gently
I've gotten me lost in my mind

I don't know what I'm thinking
Keep me out of my head
I ain't dead, but I feel it so gently
I've got me lost in my mind

I don't know what I'm thinking
Get me out of my head
I ain't dead, but I feel it so gently
But I feel it so gently

But I feel it so gently
There is little difference between how you interpret yourself and how the others interpret you
Right
My clothes, my shoes, my room

These are all parts of what makes up myself
These things are connected through your consciousness
So what I think is me is me
What I recognize as self is myself

I'm no more and no less than the sum of my self-awareness
But I don't understand myself
Where am I
What am I

What am I
What am I
I'm sorry
I didn't hear you well