Had me stagnant for a minute I wonder,

I give up some good advice
but I can't conquer my troubles

I get closer to the light
But I'm too blind to discover
That all problems can be solved
If I just get up and hustle

Lacking confidence
That shit a generational struggle

Hoping that I get to marry
Have the love that I wanted

But the way I'm just living
I don't think that's it's coming
cfraid of giving up my heart
Just for bitch to refund it

What's was the purpose of it ?


It Might be scary
Yea I have to admit

But if you ask me how I feel
Just know I'm pleading the 5th

I said that I would keep real
cnd that's way that it is
These niggas acting like they tuff
But they just acting kids

I ain't judge on them niggas
I just say what it is

Some of us be wishing
that we can go back as kid

it was simple time
cnd Yea I miss it c lot

But in this life you gotta grow
Cause you'll be dead if your not

Can't waste a second,
The demons and angel betting
Because of my fucking setting
I got some things I regretted

Like writing you up this letter
the feelings that I'm confessing
I'm under some fucking pressure
I'm hoping that it get better

I pray that you get you message,

I been

Overly thinking
Bottling up my hatred

Feeling like I'm invisible
That's the truth that's I'm facing

Wishing that I'm invisible
No more testing my patience

Falling in love with visions
I'm wishing that I can touch it

Thinking about my image
What would the people see in me

Getting off the phone
I don't wanna call
Shit on DND

I ain't have nobody
It's only us
It's was me and me

Niggas call my phone
Like they know me
This shit is new to me