Here’s to living anxiously

There’s nothing you can say to me

That could make me feel differently

Broken hearts are interesting

Still stuck on you leaving

I swear I’m barely breathing

Half the time

Oh half the time

I’m smoking in the living room

Always in a shitty mood

My friends they never call me

So I guess I’ll sit here lonely

Wishing I was anywhere

But right here sinking in this chair alone

So alone

Cause none of this seems fair to me

I’m tired of insincerities

Pretending that you care about

Me but you know god damn well

You don’t really give a fuck

If I’m the one that’s miserable at all

Now you don’t call


Just wake me up if I’m dreaming

I’m so sick of this feeling

We’re wasting time

I’ll tow the line

If it means you’ll come back in my life

For good

Oh I would

Just wake me up if I’m dreaming

I’m so sick of this feeling

We’re wasting time

I’ll tow the line

If it means you’ll come back in my life

For good

Oh I would


I’m over all the rain

I think I’m gonna go insane

Spending time inside my own head

Tossing turning in my own bed

I’d do anything to get some sleep

Somehow you still get to me

It’s clear

After all these years

That I’m the one who can’t let go

Of everything I used to know

Trying to forget the past

Cause we just fell apart so fast

Lately I’ve been getting high

But trying to put my pride aside

Don’t work

Only makes it worse

Cause none of this seems fair to me

I’m tired of insincerities

Pretending that you care about

Me but you know god damn well

You don’t really give a fuck

If I’m the one that’s miserable at all

Now you don’t call


Just wake me up if I’m dreaming

I’m so sick of this feeling

We’re wasting time

I’ll tow the line

If it means you’ll come back in my life

For good

Oh I would

Just wake me up if I’m dreaming

I’m so sick of this feeling

We’re wasting time

I’ll tow the line

If it means you’ll come back in my life

For good

Oh I would