Welcome, how are you?
I don't think we've met
I'm the bad feelings in your brain
Anxiety, depression, regret
So why am I here
Why am I here at all
Tell me a bit about yourself
There's no problem we can't solve
I'm the type of person who has friends but still feels outcast
I'm the type of person who wants to join plans but can't ask
I'm the type of person who thinks slow and reacts too fast
I'm the type of person who was fucked up by a bad past
I'm that type of person, sorry for all the details
I feel confused and out of place, like a dog that has three tails
I'm that type of person, and I must digress
I'm sorry that I am a hot fucking mess
I'm the type of person who tries to be there for everybody
I don't really care how it results for my own mind and body
I'm the type of person up at 3 damn am
Solving other people's problems
Ignoring that I'm exhausted
I'm that type of person, sorry if I sound bitter
I love being helpful to people but it's a hard hitter
And in return people tell me they're there for me too
But when I have a problem bottling up's what I choose
Things getting hard, things getting rough
Things going wrong, I gotta be tough
But I fall apart each time without fail
I try and I try but to no avail
When am I gonna get through this
Why can't I do this
Why am I useless
Why's my brain ruthless? Making me feel this way
Positive thoughts just decay
What can I say
What can I do
What is the point and what is the use
Always feel wrong, never feel right
Dope myself up just to get sleep at night
Except it isn't just for that now, is it
Death is eternal, sleep sure isn't
Look at the bucket just so I can kick it
And yet I'm still here, still suffering, living
Cause if I'm gone, what'll that do to them
I know some of them care, so what happens when
I don't just wake up and I'm not just covered in sweat
My eyes may not open but I'll feel regret
I don't know how I do it
How I'm still living in misery
Why am I still here with no positives to see
Look, we know what the problem is
We can figure this out
Together, anyway, anyhow
Starting right now