I swear I'm gonna change
Burned by the fires of yesterday
I swear I'll stop the doubt
No more shadows in my way
Tonight I'm shedding the weight leaving youth behind
But the scars I wear are carved so deep they're hard to hide
But just one last time
I let it slip I lose control
Feel my voice crack drown the guilt in every sip
And I drink to numb the shame my fears laid bare
And I drink 'cause you hate the mess I've become that broken stare
And I drink to silence echoes of the choices I've made
And I drink knowing all too well I've lost the love we gave
I swear it's the final fall
The regrets I bury walls I break to crawl
I swear I'll push the darkness back no more lies
I'm tired of running but still I trip on my goodbyes
And boredom pulls me in whispers to forget the light
But just one last time
I let it slip I lose control
Feel my voice crack drown the guilt in every sip
And I drink to numb the shame my fears laid bare
And I drink 'cause you hate the mess I've become that broken stare
And I drink to silence echoes of the choices I've made
And I drink knowing all too well I've lost the love we gave
And I drink 'cause I'm the storm I cannot tame
And I drink as your love drowns in my shame
I drink trying to escape but my heart's heavy with blame
And I drink knowing I'm the one who's broken who's lost
And I drink the taste of all that I have cost
And I drink 'cause I'm the storm I cannot tame
And I drink as your love drowns in my shame
I drink trying to escape but my heart's heavy with blame
And I drink knowing I'm the one who's broken who's lost
And I drink the taste of all that I have cost