Cold nights in December
Shaking hands I can't remember
Why I keep dancing through the pain
While everything's breaking again
Eyes shut tight it's all too loud
I wanna scream but I can't get out
This chaos it's tearing me apart
Fuck this pain fuck this heart
Lights shattered in the dark
I've fallen apart fallen apart
Screaming inside but it's quiet tonight
I can't stop this fucking fight
Da-da-da da-da-da
Da-da-da da-da-da
Hiding under the weight of it all
Your empty words they made me fall
I'm messed up can't even cry
Fading like a broken sky
Eyes shut tight it's all too loud
I wanna scream but I can't get out
This chaos it's tearing me apart
Fuck this pain fuck this heart
Lights shattered in the dark
I've fallen apart fallen apart
Screaming inside but it's quiet tonight
I can't stop this fucking fight
Da-da-da da-da-da
Da-da-da da-da-da
December lights they're burning out
I'm chasing ghosts I'm full of doubt
But still I rise I won't fall down
I'll smash these chains and wear my crown
Lights shattered in the dark
I've fallen apart fallen apart
Screaming inside but it's quiet tonight
I can't stop this fucking fight
Da-da-da da-da-da
Da-da-da da-da-da
Lights in December flickering away
But I'll stand tall I won't fade today
Lights in December
(Fading away.. flickering away)