I'm up in the future
Thinking what I did just to make it go bad
I was just a loser
Without you hanging out with all the wrong friends
Picking out a fuschia
Looking at my hands dirty you don't understand
I'm was tryna fix it
They were tryna check me but I'm gifted tilted
Still be in the valley not the trenches
I'm never with the chillin always business
I was spitting on the way to school that's how you build it
Build it like you CEO that money come and heal it
Wounds and all
Acting like we cool and all
You broke my heart I had to flex behind some closed doors
I live for me and not for you you know I'm worth more
You know I'm never with the jokes I'm with the gang whore
I'll get that patek on my wrist I get the concords
I put my family on my back I'm just a good sport
I keep myself intact you know the man is on the moon
Shorty want the money she don't think I got a clue
Guess I gotta update and it's really overdue
I ain't with the shooters but my August boys they know I shoot
Crosshairs on my residence
I thought that we had a truce
I thought we had let it go
Cause we was good back in June
Can't wait for the shows I know they wish they in my shoes
Call her dotty oh she thotty all up in news
Product with the quality the projects coming soon
Yeah
Came from Pluto to the moon (Ohhh)
Yea I'm throwing out squares like they a VCR
Young Joe known since birth that I'm supposed to be a star
Bet I feel like a curse it take it's worst it takes me far
Kick around in the dirt go mosh around like we at war
Vietnam how we come packing heavy like a storm
I don't like where I'm at I'm not living comfortable
Take it back just relax don't mind all the obstacles
Never snitch, never rat, never ran with the hoes
In my bed I'm just thinking tryna live out all my hopes
Cutting off them ties
I don't need the rope
Meet me outside think that it's a joke
Can never tell a lie and I put that on my ghost
Oooh
You don't even know what Ima do
Oooh
Feeling hella better on times two
Feel the pressure in my palms
Depression creep on dawn
Blasting all that Donda
Peace, Happiness, Success
I'm tryna get stronger
Let my mind wonder
This be my vision not a marvel but a Gaia
Maybe I just feel a way caught myself inside the rain
I can't hide the pain watch me float and elevate
All I came to do reasons that I'm still with you