Security
An arbitrary need
When in all actuality
I can't reconcile
What I don't have left
And you're not budging
I can't win

I want to remember
The way it felt
The way I held it all together
And all I see
Is a misconstrued image of the person I've tried to be
You said practice makes perfect
And I have tried to make do
But reality is fickle
Where were you

Memories don't stick anymore
Foraging for something more to ignore
Letting go
Of what I want
Haunting
Every corner

Every smell every taste every word that I wasted
Is gone
Almost like it was never there
But the touch still lingers
Like ice down my neck
What once was a joke
Now a fracture in my head

I want to remember
The way it felt
The way I held it all together
And all I see
Is a misconstrued image of the person I've tried to be
You said practice makes perfect
And I have tried to make do
Reality is fickle
Where were you

I want to remember
The way it felt
The way I held it all together
And all I see
Is a misconstrued image of the person I've tried to be
You said practice makes perfect
And I have tried to make do
But reality is fickle
Where were you

I want to remember
The way it felt
The way I held it all together
And all I see
Is a misconstrued image of the person I've tried to be
You said practice makes perfect
And I have tried to make do
Reality is fickle
A vision I withdrew
Where were you
Where were you

And I want to remember
The way it felt
The way I held it all together
And all I see
Is someone I don't wanna be
Someone I don't wanna be