Mask off and it's time to say shit
Not only cos I'm underpaid bitch
Can't lie though it's motivating
So overworked and still underrated
Need not want that's why I'm hated
Don't hang about for any of this fake shit
I don't know what my mind of state is
Can't care enough for the sense I'm making
Choose not to throw any under the bus
In this world where snakes seem just
Shit on my canvas I still got my brush
Slow and steady wins not a rush
It's so split it's them and us
Right now it may seem so fucked
Broke my heart so I settled for lust
Do what I want not what I must
Got tired being sarcastic
So retarded don't understand it
So fucking stupid so fucking spastic
Not polite at least I'm not plastic
Jokingly call me diplomatic
Heard far worse been named a fat shit
Far too beneath me to get mad at it
When I use my brain it's an unheard language
Swept it under I'm done pretending
Lost respect for the people I've defended
Some keep sucking some still bending
Since my first day I've never blended
Why would you want me for befriending
Clearly that's not what I'm intending
You broke this home there's no more mending
Time for demise soon the ending
Too many miles to call it extra
Climb mountains every time I enter
I'm the bullseye right in the centre
Don't even matter whatever the agenda
How dare you mix my name with that bender
Either I address it or shit gets pent up
Just cos you're old don't make you my mentor
Long overdue much like Wenger
Why the fuck should I mix with these people
They don't even treat me as equal
Got more respect for the shit that's illegal
The minute I talk there's always upheaval
How can you call it be all end all
I'm in here going fucking mental
Don't own your life no more it's a rental
You don't hear my words so I take to a pencil
If it's not broke no need to fix it
But of course you're still gonna risk it
Now my worlds crushed like a biscuit
Some have escaped just about missed it
But we still grinding and we still working
Even though we may be hurting
Those at the top always be lurking
Give me time and they'll start burning
Breaking out is what I'm yearning
Despite the sinking I still be learning
I'm done using the soft kinda wording
This is the world I'm going berserk in
They gonna drown there's holes in this boat
Jump out quick keep you afloat
I don't care what they're gonna boast
I'm just here to slit their throats
Too many lifetimes I been broke
I'm just taking what I'm owed
None of these lot ever carried my load
If they didn't realise now they know
No honour among thieves strike this bow
This deaths been too fucking slow
Can't help myself if I must go
Fire me I'll be gone with the smoke