Come in at nine wishing it's five
Don't get me wrong I'm glad I'm alive
Every time I enter I feel like I've died
Playing this game on my last life
See my face and they're sure I got this
Nobody knows I pray to stop this
No more different than trump's office
Telling the lord I don't want this
Let down by the ones I've trusted
How can I believe there's justice
Every time I thought man fuck this
In here I've never known what luck is
Go through the motions go through the feelings
Morning night noon and evenings
I ain't eating I ain't sleeping
Is it even worth me breathing
Oh my days it's taking its toll
Young man but I'm feeling old
Breaks my heart the lies I get told
Turned to stone though I aimed for gold
Got marked as the chosen one
Lately having a frozen run
Scrutinised to open up
Now you got me broken bruv
It's not about the secrets I'm keeping
More about how I'm being cheated
Easy to forget we're human beings
Lower on the card so we have no meaning
I can't give up tryna fight it
So many out there treated like shit
Office smile or maybe night shift
Wont bite my tongue I cant hide it
See all these fuckers calling it home
But too important for certain zones
Did my best not to bitch and moan
Though I'm always on my jack jones
Centre of it all it's all fake love
Only my mate when you need a favour
Making a note if I'm late once
Cos I'm referred to as the straight one
No sunshine it's only rain
All this pain carried in my brain
No rainbows I'm going insane
Our lives to some is a game
Still overworked and underpaid
Minus the sex you can call it rape
The credit I get is only blame
Otherwise you'll never hear my name
Can't understand this false modesty
I'm just tryna keep the honesty
Why'd I think that you'd protect me
Instead you're here trying to molest me
In this shit so neck deep
Gotta try harder to wreck me
Lord get them to confess please
That's the way I'll know you blessed me
Hood rat street kid all they see
Not a people person maybe
But you know arse licker just ain't me
Truth is that you wanna rape me
Drunk with power in this office
On a high horse need to get off this
Twice the work so I can stop this
So I wake up and I don't say not this
All I wanted is to clock in
Instead I'm a time bomb just tick tocking
All this money they still flop shit
The times just pending for me to drop it
Tried to provide a voice in this fight
This don't let me rest at night
Reminisce if this ruined my life
This is why I struggle to survive
Seeing my lows gives them a high
Then they're surprised I ain't got a wife
Maybe a bus will hit me at night then everything will be alright
If you wanna make it in this life make sure your clothes are skin tight
Uphill battle trying to climb
Hope I ain't wasted too much time
Long time man I stopped asking why
F u and lie that's how you fly
Thanks to certain peeps egos
Don't worry though I know I'm gonna blow
I'm not tryna be a hero
Go away don't call me bro
Truth is I should be CEO
You get the promo if you're a hoe
Treat me like an average joe
But everyone knows I'm the star of the show
Earthquake coming yeah I know
I'm an arrow not meant for this bow
These lot act like they one of us
Our hurt gives them laughter cuz
They enjoy being cunts to us
Honestly there's no fucks for us
Giving us sermons like a pastor does
Pretending to be uncles and aunts to us
They say it's only up to us
We a rare breed and they after us
Ashes to ashes dust to dust
They don't appreciate master class
Priceless you know I'm the last of us
For everything else there's Mastercard