Please lord forgive me for I wanna sin
I don't know why I keep pushing my pen
And selling my soul
But keep rushing in
Not lookin' at what's around me
Jackets and purses and money and women surrounding
Vision is fading
Now peripheral
Look at me frowning
Look at me taking a dive like a flounder
Hold on
I flip while I jump in
I know it looks goofy
I'm drowning
And no one can hear me
'Cus there ain't no sound where a clown is
Hold on I found it
But hold on
After my travels I'm sitting here and I suffer in silence
Too far, miles and miles away from my pride
I think a new sign is stepping me toward some new guidance
Two little steps proving my homie is lying
I don't think that this a move
Don't hit me 'cus all the tunes in my head 'gon cause my doom
I don't know why you keep hittin' me bro like "what you doin'"
Pain in my leg
Nobody's lookin' so how 'bout I beg
Forgiveness ain't cost much as long as I live
But look where we are
Stuck in the bend so here on I stare
Tunnel vision upon all of my hate
I don't know why he's so fucking frustrated
I know we wasn't related
If I look down or don't say it I hope its okay
I know it ain't easy but all I gotta do is stay
Hopefully its not too late
What else I'm supposed to do
What I say
I'm feeling all of the eyes, and all of the strain
My skin peeling
Muscles done hit the outside
Now they got me going insane
I pray I open my eyes this will all go away
Please let me open a window its getting way too hot in here
I think I checked into the wrong room don't let me rot in here
I beg don't punish me
I got caught I'm drenched in fear
I don't think that this a move
Don't hit me 'cus all the tunes in my head 'gon cause my doom
I don't know why you keep hittin' me bro like "what you doin'"
I've lost sensation in my head
I lost my voice and everything has turned red
At least i know theres something
Something keeping you upstairs
I know it's hard
Just don't hang on and walk too far
My arms are open
Just hold on tight
Don't let go
One more time
I'm gonna miss you
From far beyond