I've been channeling my demons
Walkin round like I'm defeated
Tryna to focus on my reasons
Oh I don't know if I can beat this
I know you want to be
Like
All those people on the TV screen
But babe, I'm lost
I can't find you
No more
I think I need
Someone to help see me
Someone to help see me for who I am
Someone to help see me
Someone to help see me
I paint ya pictures, but I know it's not perfect
I always feel I deserve it
I always make people nervous
I always hide on the surface
I always claim on my purpose
I always pass by churches
I always pray that it's workin
I always lecture I'm certain
I always talk shit in-person
I always work behind curtains
I always summoned the serpents
I always service in verses and never worry I'm wordless
I always move like it's urgent
I always give to my urges
I always think it should be more
I've been channeling my demons
Walkin' round like I'm defeated
Tryna to focus on my reasons
Oh I don't know if I can beat this
I know you want to be
Like
All those people on the TV screen
But babe, I'm lost
I can't find you
No more
I think I need
Someone to help see me
Someone to help see me for who I am
Someone to help see me
Someone to help see me
These days I'm havin trouble sleepin'
I stay up wrestlin' my demons
Man, I deserve a belt
Cause it's heavy
Wait, this weight is heavy
Tell me wait, it's gone get better
Hope it's true more than it's deadly
And when you tell me that you see me
I never wanna ghost on you
But it's this fucked up cycle that it feels like we're devoted too
The demons got my number down
They're calling back to back
When I transmute the dark to light
They always fade it back to black
I've been channeling my demons
Walkin' round like I'm defeated
Tryna to focus on my reasons
Oh I don't know if I can beat this
I know you want to be
Like
All those people on the TV screen
But babe, I'm lost
I can't find you
No more
I think I need
Someone to help see me
Someone to help see me for who I am
Someone to help see me
Someone to help see me