Top of the tower
I know that I'm special, but I wanna jump
But I know my daddy would cry out if I went to be with my mom, so I gotta button up
I gotta run this up
This feeling is similar
Maybe I'll go back and hit the drugs to clear my mind
But I know that it's temporary
Too fucked up to walk straight
Don't take that as a sign to catch me
I don't wanna be the one you're giving head space
Everybody said a little colder is what I'll be when I get older
That's fine, 'cause I'ma do my time the way I like
And I don't need nobody telling me why I'm lost in a bad lie
Caught up in the wrong side of things
If I don't wanna be here, why you tryna make me (huh) live a life that I've spent too much time falling apart
My seams are open wide
Can't you sew me back together
God, tell me this is not forever
'Cause I'ma do my time the way I like
And I don't need nobody telling me why I'm lost in a bad lie
Caught up in the wrong side of things (bad lie, caught up in the wrong side)