I will never find it
I will always be waiting, not searching
Because it's not real unless it comes to me
But that'll never happen
I will never find it; it will never find me
I am too damaged
No one sees past the bruises
The scars
One thing is the only thing wanted
Something that was at first taken from me without permission
How violated, objectified, disgusting I feel
That is all that is wanted
So, isolated I will be
For good
Because it will never find me
And I will never find it

Come all the tragedies and all the fucked up things
That is wished on me, but
I'm navigating what this world, what this world has to offer me
I wish you know what I been through
But you don't know, you don't know, you don't know
How messed up I am
How ex-ed up I am
In this life
N' I be lookin' left, cause ain't nothin' right...