Objective failed
What that entails
Nerves got the best of me
Down and derailed
Mailed out a deep cut
Pretty little gash
It's bleeding again
Not a single person asked
Y'all wasn't around when I was young
Now you get the new me for free
What a lucky bunch of bums
A loner he runs through his books for fun
Taps his foot on the floor on the desk he drums
Here it comes
My heart is dry
I'm on my back facing to the sky
But my view is blocked by my ceiling high
Getting lower and closer I say goodnight
But rest is restless when confidence tested
It flunked and stunk when I found myself breathless
The reckless thoughts tend to flood my brain
When I'm faced with a race with inevitable pain
I could run
Hide in a shell
But eventually I'd outgrow it
Come out to face hell
I could ask for help
Admit I hate myself
I'd be another Buzz
On a big shelf
I could get into drugs
An escapist
Put my mental crisis on the wait list
But time doesn't stop
Man I hate this
The race is starting we'll see how I face this
I yell when I'm nervous
I yell when I'm nervous
I yell when I'm nervous
I yell when I'm nervous
(I yell when I'm nervous)
(I yell when I'm nervous)