I used to get fucked up and be crazy
used to feel so empty
now i see everything clearly
i feel less lonely
and i'm a bit more happy

i promise this song isn't a lie
i left my old ways behind
now i wanna live a healthy life
not for anyone but only for me
i promise mom this song isn't a lie

breathing used to be torture
but i don't wanna die anymore
i wanna live for my future
i haven't had those thoughts again
i won against my demons
i am not who i was back then

i promise this song isn't a lie
i left my old ways behind
now i wanna live a healthy life
not for anyone but only for me
i promise mom this song isn't a lie

i wouldn't say i'm dead inside
i'm thankful to be alive
i wouldn't say i'm dead inside
i'm thankful to be alive

i wouldn't say i'm dead inside
i'm thankful to be alive
i wouldn't say i'm dead inside
i'm thankful to be alive