I can't remember the things
that made me happy i feel so lonely
every now and then i pretend
but i don't know for how long i can

i find comfort on my bathroom floor
i'm crying thinking what was i made for

sometimes i wish i was different
i know you feel the same thing god i hate the way i'm feeling and no one's helping
some nights i hate myself more than you do
you can't hate me more than i do
trust me i hate myself more than you do

you're seriously asking why am i like this
you really wanna know the truth
i'm like this because of you
i look at my reflection
i don't know who he is
i'm lost in the distance i feel like i don't exist

i find comfort on my bathroom floor
i'm crying thinking what was i made for

sometimes i wish i was different
i know you feel the same thing god i hate the way i'm feeling and no one's helping
some nights i hate myself more than you do
you can't hate me more than i do
trust me i hate myself more than you do