I wouldu0027ve called you twice as much
told you I loved you just because
re-listened to stories you enjoyed
even if just to hear your voice

I wouldu0027ve held you twice as hard
saved all your letters and Holiday cards
recorded you sing on my birthday
so I could still hear you say my name

thereu0027s so much I wouldu0027ve done
so much Iu0027m missing
if only Iu0027d have known
itu0027d be our last Christmas

you taught me to drive, open champagne
to fill up the car when it reached halfway
held me in your arms to heal my broken heart
but in all your advice, we never talked about this part

and the words “letting go” fill me with regret
that I wasnu0027t there when you took your last breath
how much I wish we had just one more day
to laugh, cry, and tell you that Iu0027ll be okay

so much I wouldu0027ve done
so much Iu0027m missing
if only Iu0027d have known
itu0027d be our last Christmas

I hope you hear me when Iu0027m praying
As I hold on to your old sweater
And I hope the days I donu0027t believe in anything
Donu0027t mean a second chance to see youu0027s lost to me forever

I hope you hear me say goodbye
Thank you for all that you have done
Oh thereu0027s so much that I wish for but the greatest gift youu0027ve taught me
Is thereu0027s nothing that I cannot overcome

so much I wouldu0027ve done
so much Iu0027m missing
I know I canu0027t go back
And do things different
Still I wish I wouldu0027ve known
If only Iu0027d have known
Itu0027d be our last Christmas