I've read every single book on self-help
Shouldn't that make me an expert on my mental health?
But I'm a mess, I'm unstable
cnd heartbreak makes it hard to be grateful
Yeah I've been dying since you left
cnd it hurts like hell

cnd I know that it don't help
When I text, can you come over?
Tried deleting you but I can't forget your number
I wish I could let someone
Fill the space that you left
But I still lie awake
Staring at your side of the bed,
It's bad, 'cause you've got me

Staying up all night
Missing all the times when I held you, dear
Yeah, it's been a lonely year
Damn, it's been a lonely year
I thought we had it right, but
Slowly watched us die and disappear
Life was so much better then, when you were here
Fuck, it's been a lonely year
Lonely Year

I broke my guitar and I changed my meds
But all that did was kill the music playing in my head

cnd I know that it don't help
When I text, can you come over?
Tried deleting you but I can't forget your number
I wish I could let someone
Fill the space that you left
But I still lie awake
Staring at your side of the bed, I'm


Staying up all night
Missing all the times when I held you, dear
Yeah, it's been a lonely year
Damn, it's been a lonely year
I thought we had it right, but
Slowly watched us die and disappear
Life was so much better then, when you were here
Fuck, it's been a lonely year
Lonely Year

I thought we had it right, but
Slowly watched us die and disappear
Life was so much better then, when you were here
Fuck, it's been a lonely year