Grief has no timeline
But Time flies
We all will die
Make sure you say I love you
Before you say goodbye
But I don't really know anymore
I can hear fate
knocking at the door
As the tears begin to pour
I wipe away the tears
Just for there to be more
Thinking to myself
I never should of been born
Just another corpse
And I am so hurt
By the feelings that I endure

Engulfed in the pain
Of having to mourn
Lost so many people
I'm not surprised anymore

So many people to addiction
Myself included
Using drugs
To numb my afflictions
Doping myself on every occasion
My identity became truant
And the self hate became so fluent