I hope this lasts today
I hope I die tomorrow
I can't see your face, filled with all that sorrow
Can't remember what it's like to not feel alone
Got a void in my stomach that won't go
Watchin' your face melt, sends me to deep hell
Locked in a cave with a chain
Emotions feel
Guilty, you shouldn't deal with me
I shouldn't have been so upset
Don't want you to worry but I know you worry
'Cause I get tapped out
I'm afraid I have trapped you
I'm pulling you back too
But you only wanted to, help out
Saturn Keeps talkin' he's telling me things
That he thinks that you might feel
His points have a point and I'm starting to point to myself
As if it's real
I am an issue for you
But that's not how you see me
I feel like I'm nothing, like no one can love me
So how do you see these
Beautiful things inside of me
I promise you don't gotta to me
I've always cried rather, silently
Just tell me when you say, goodbye to me