Paranoid while walkin' down the street
But no one knows 'bout me
Scared to death of who I used to be
I tear the hair out of my head
When I was 11 I said I'd die before I's 16
Now I'm 17 and my whole life feels like a bad dream
Loneliness forever, no matter what happens to me
I could be my happiest and I would still just hate me
Changing for the better but my self worth in the nether
Use the sweater that she loves so much to hang myself
In bad weather
Sleepin' in the rain, of the acid from my toxic deeds
Actions have more consequences than I do my sanity
I don't want your pity, or your love I want a better me
I don't want your money, or your drugs, I want a better me
Lyin' in my bedroom watch the world as it passes by
Countin' down the days 'til they leave
Burning bridges bright
Losing myself quickly and losin' who I pretend to be
Everybody knows me differently so who is really me
Paranoid while walkin' down the street
But no one knows 'bout me
Scared to death of who I used to be
I tear the hair out of my head
When I was 11 I said I'd die before I's 16
Now I'm 17 and my whole life feels like a bad dream
Loneliness forever, no matter what happens to me
I could be my happiest and I would still just hate me
Changing for the better but my self worth in the nether
Use the sweater that she loves so much to hang myself
In bad weather