What's life without a deep depression, I never had one
Scars on my brain numb, Praying til my pains gone
Listening to the riches complaining I really had none
People love to act like they went through just to relate us
Haters every where some pretending their angels
Never learned that it was my work to separate the devils
Back stabbers and scammers Being used since a teenager
Now I know that god sent them, for all the lessons
Bigger blesssing and motivation
That really made me go and get it
I really went and got it, god, the universe my witness
Tinted window maybach writing still on my way
Matching go yard and two tone jubilee for my babe

All my pain and struggle became part of the journey
Every story that I wrote still quoting me money
All the people that I put on rollies and the foreigns
Did everything for them But at the top still be lonely
Homies said I'm with you, nobody lasted a decade
Trying to convince me with no hat on
But now I know that they all cappin
내께 아닌 것은 놓아 주고 받지 백배
Story of job, My faith, the god was just testing me
We survived the suffer now she love me more than ever
Now I got the wisdom and knowledge enough face thru it
Eight o Eight HI my final destination
I'm still alive still like I made it out the plane crash

Could of been anywhere in this world but studied the gods science
Stood compliant, understood had to sacrifice like a Mayan
The universe was all in our favor we formed alliance
Felt like David when he battled Goliath my goals was giant
The triumph never stopped, always felt like I need more
Understand ya values, life lessons and what it's needed for
Drowing from anxiety when I tap in my deepest thoughts
Life a bitch but I bet you the reaper coming when she divorce
Been a shark through troubled waters had to fin for myself
Learned so well, could of been swimming with felts
Let's put that win on the shelf
Less is more is my image of wealth
Being broke is a joke couldn't sit with chapel
Well shit We living in hell

Around females and niggas to know they using you
Demons in disguise or angel can't tell you who is who
Old heads never did and try to tell you what you should do
Stay true to you, niggas is doubting Expecting you to loose
In the kitchen like grandma when we cooking it's different
Embracing my darkest moments that really pushed me to get it
I made it through the loop holes Now the Jesus is too cold
Got my kids so I'm sliding in everything but a two dough
Love inspire vacation excellence, what LIVE mean to me
I booked flights at a push of a button to change the scenery
I wouldn't be myself without the past that I been through
Back to the essence ya fear of god is lacking essentials