You want to know what touches me, what makes me who I am
When I'm alone in the dark, when the grime flees from me
Behind the newspapers, the networks, the TV programs
The texts, the people who pretend to love you
Sometimes I pretended to be strong
And I made dozens of mistakes
I would have preferred to end up voiceless
Than do the promo I did on certain albums
You want to know my nights of doubt
Sometimes when I lack inspiration
Every night, where I drown, that the people who follow me
You know the rumors, the harm, my failed relationships
These rappers, who talked about my ass without respect

I knew the nights at five in the morning
I lost self-esteem for a few audience points
I spent days and months hurting myself
Hurting myself, hurting myself

I thought about hurting myse-e-elf, hurting myse-e-elf, hurting myse-e-elf
I thought about hurting myse-e-elf, hurting myse-e-elf, hurting myse-e-elf
I thought about hurting myse-e-elf, hurting myse-e-elf, hurting myse-e-elf
I thought about hurting myse-e-elf, hurting myse-e-elf, hurting myse-e-elf

They seek to contemplate my fall, to comment on my whole life
Count the cigarettes I smoke, tell me how I dress
Behind the photos, the fake magazine clippings
Limit them, the people when, the people assassinate me
Sometimes I'm afraid that success will leave
My career, in truth, is just a stage
The albums sold oh, it's just a stat
If it touches my feelings, it's because I'm not just a star
You want to know how I hide and how I protect my loved ones
From the opinions of the press and their strange theses
You know my moods, my pains, at night when I fall asleep
The love of my fans, who, ask for more

I knew the nights at five in the morning
I lost the passion you found in another
I spent days and months hurting myself
Hurting myself, hurting myself

I thought about hurting myse-e-elf, hurting myse-e-elf, hurting myse-e-elf
I thought about hurting myse-e-elf, hurting myse-e-elf, hurting myse-e-elf
I thought about hurting myse-e-elf, hurting myse-e-elf, hurting myse-e-elf
I thought about hurting myse-e-elf, hurting myse-e-elf, hurting myse-e-elf

I thought about hurting myself, hurting myself, hurting myself
I thought about hurting myself, hurting myself, hurting myself
I thought about hurting myself

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