Kik, New Hippies Gang

I know I'm nothing like your exes
I know very well that everything is fake
Except your flaws, everything is true
Don't talk about us anymore, the cup is full
You'd want me to cry, to cut my veins
To close my eyes, for everything to go dark
My music can heal all my pains
When I think of you, millions of verses come to me
I'm getting screwed in a motel, I cry
Here, I'm trying to forget all my heart problems
You took everything from me, then I snapped, then I prayed, to forget you
But I tell myself to forget you, I would have to die
I forget tons of stuff, like Arthur's birthday
I assure you, I hate you, for me you're just a mistake
I wrote you sweet words, today, I curse you
Since there are people around, I'll stay polite
If I call you a whore, it's because I've been drinking, huh
You know for me, you're nothing
Love, it drives you crazy, love, it makes you stupid
We realize it after a few encounters
We love each other after a few songs
We hate each other after a few lies
My friends say I'll get over it
That deep down, it's true, it's not serious
That everyone has been through this
But I thought we were inseparable

We say I love you so many times, without believing it
We could hate each other tomorrow without being silent
I didn't think I'd cause you so many stories
How to tell you things without losing you?
I think about us sometimes when I'm in the dark
I look up as if to find you in the sky
I think back to the time when you were at my place every night
Since then I hate you as soon as I wake up

For you, I was just a playground
I can make a wish, I feel like I'm 5 years old
I discovered the existence of your lovers
We continue to write to each other a little
You talk to me about your guy now
I thought all this was only temporary
I should have dumped you before
But I learn from my mistakes, I've given up my fears
I've dreaded for hours, this moment
I bought flowers, why am I calling you
As soon as I drink, the tears start again

In front of my friends, I keep my face
They think I'm solid
On the way back, I think about killing myself
At the wheel of my fast car
Ah, shit, what's happening to me?
Actually, alcohol acts badly on my liver
I don't like people anymore, I'm becoming mean
I want to end up alone, fuck your mothers
I don't give a damn about all your fucking promises juxtaposed in my life
People love me, to remind me I just have to sit in my city
Today there is no more hope
I left all my memories behind me
Yes but me, it's been months
That I talk about you, for the last time

So many times, I love you without believing it
We could hate each other tomorrow without being silent
I didn't think I'd cause you so many stories
How to tell you things without losing you?
I think about us sometimes when I'm in the dark
I look up as if to find you in the sky
I think back to the time when you were at my place every night
Since then I hate you as soon as I wake up

So many times, I love you without believing it
We could hate each other tomorrow without being silent
I didn't think I'd cause you so many stories
How to tell you things without losing you?
I think about us sometimes when I'm in the dark
I look up as if to find you in the sky
I think back to the time when you were at my place every night
Since then I hate you as soon as I wake up

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