Believe me if I say it hurts to look in the mirror and not recognize yourself.
Believe me if I say it hurts to look at it from afar, and see how everything twists.
Believe me if I say it hurts to leave your skin, your flesh, and feel that something dies.
Believe me if I tremble, believe me if I stay silent, let it burn and let my failures be cremated.

Let the rage I've kept since I was a child come out.
Let me cry and break my inner world into pieces seeking affection.
Search for a lost memory in the mind of someone who doesn't remember living it,
and you'll find a half-broken clock from going back so much to see the oblivion.

Tell my four walls that I'm no longer afraid of the monster in the closet.
That I only need to take four steps to see another monster daily.
Tell my four walls that they are not as big as expected,
That outside you encounter many problems, you see how they start, but not how they end.

Tell your sleeping chest to be brave, and beat stronger.
That sometimes a sigh can kill you instead of death.
And I don't know how many times I said it, I don't know how many times I have left,
I don't know how many times I pretended to be a being who, for being what he is, never let everything out.

Do you feel that time stops and you hear yourself think? You've made it.
You are dialoguing with your other half whom you never wanted to meet.
I know it seems incredible that at this moment, silence is torturing you.
And it may be the punishment we deserve for not knowing how to appreciate it.

Don't ask me, I don't understand it. Now I'm the idiot who prays.
I'm the fool who looks at the sky thinking that maybe feats will happen.
I look for the perfect excuse to smile when I'm surrounded by people,
And I don't have the courage to accept the truth instead of judging and denying the obvious.

Get inside, I open the door for you. It's my head, excuse the mess.
Make yourself comfortable while you see how I can't find something that comforts.
Sit down and have something, (-) while I lose my way.
Knowing that watching life go by, I found my place, but never a support.

Javi be strong, today Dante is not here. Today it's you against all your buts.
You know you've always been able to escape against all odds, by the skin of your teeth.
Remember that one day you swore that someday you would be Unforgettable to the whole world,
and the passage of time has helped you see that the little unforgettable that exists is fear.

Fear of falling, fear of losing, fear of moving forward to go backward.
Fear of feeling brave, acting rashly, and screwing up again.
Fear of forgetting how to take care of yourself, of no longer feeling yourself, of seeing and leaving yourself,
getting off the train you managed to catch, thinking that train was going nowhere.

And I know it amuses you to see me pouring myself out, I feel this fear, and you will keep laughing seeing me.
Making me feel that my escape always moves away, and you keep screwing me,
Making my life impossible, doing everything possible to hurt me...
Making me throw into the void the effort without vigor of twenty-four years.

I know this is not life, and that life is slipping away,
If I keep waiting for something that won't come.
If I stay still, it will be impossible to move forward.
I know I have to loosen the rope I have behind.

I know I have to live, and this is the life they give you.
If you waste this one, you won't have another.
Never be afraid if you don't know where you are.
Just run, and never look back.

Let the rage I've kept since I was a child come out.
Tell my four walls that I'm no longer afraid of the monster in the closet.
Do you feel that time stops and you hear yourself think? You've made it.
Tell your sleeping chest to be brave, and beat stronger.

Tell my four walls that they are not as big as expected.
And I don't have the courage to accept the truth instead of judging and denying the obvious.
Tell the monster in the closet that I'm tired of listening to its crap.
That I already know who my enemy is, and I also know that I can stop.

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