There's so many times you stabbed me in the back
And for all those times I'm never looking back
Pop 1, take 2 if I'm Whitney
Take 2 and the 3rd got me spinning
4 more keeps me out of my feelings and
6 more now I'm failing my kidneys
Life just gets more empty
I just can't explain how I feel when you're not with me
There's no one left to fix me
No one left to tell me they forgive me and there's no one left to miss me
So I take another sip, another cup, another day, another bitch
Another pill, another way to numb the pain, another ditch
Party till my mind is blank
I can't see nothing no more I can't even see a way out, I can't even find that front door
So I look the other way, I leave no trace
Not much to say, can't catch a case
I see the way you acting, way you lyin to my fucking face
So I take one, gone
Pop one, gone
Pass out, gone
Blackout, gone
Rolling off the molly that's just pregame for the party
Paranoid, too many bodies
I keep it on me
Too much X, my vision sloppy
Mixing codeine, favorite hobby
See them waiting in the lobby
I make it foggy
Way too much substance in my head I think my brain went soft
Waiting on the day they come in laced 'cuz that's the day I stop
Looking at the time it's moving backwards, she asked what you want
2 girls in one room and I told 'em take your panties off
2 bands for a drop
That's sumn soft
Spraying the nitrous oxide just like it's off
Cloudy the room and I muddy my cough
She give me money so I take it off
Alone in the Benz
I cut off my friends
Came from underground to the penthouse and I still can't make amends
She waning a chance, she won't see me again
The drugs and the liquor together good blend
The only things I say on which I depend
But still I'm not living content
This is a life I just can't recommend
'Cuz it's a life that you cannot extend
I'm living my dreams on the day I ascend
So I take another sip, another cup, another day, another bitch
Another pill, another way to numb the pain, another ditch
Party till my mind is blank
I can't see nothing no more I can't even see a way out, I can't even find that front door
So I look the other way, I leave no trace
Not much to say, can't catch a case
I see the way you acting, way you lyin to my fucking face
So I take one, gone
Pop one, gone
Pass out, gone
Blackout, gone
Think I'm high
Might just hit my DEFCON 5
Swear I've lived another life
I got the memories of someone else inside my fucking mind
I need something else you know you really couldn't save me
Swear I know the way I could've showed you but you played me
Yeah, it's basic I saw this all before it's not amazing
Pulled up to the club and tried to flex wearing some Asics
K, bitch
Take it, I don't need the money 'cuz I'm faded
Whitney mixed with purple, couple beans and I'mma lace it