Something good like this I swear it wasn't meant to last
Put you on a pedestal when I'm thinking back
Turns out you were looking for a thing that you were lacking
Guess you needed someone you can say was in your past
Really I don't blame you maybe it was me instead
Something deep inside of me just got me so attached
Clearly I'm not doing well if you're still in my head
The ghost of our relationship is haunting me in bed
I'm sorry to my friends
I'm still in my head
Sorry for the things I said that brought us to the edge
Mom would always ask me why I look depressed
Sorry I don't got an answer, sorry I'm what's left
Sorry that I failed you
Sorry I'm a failure
Sorry saying sorry's how I'm coping with my dread
Sorry I'm not better
Sorry I forget
A sorry's not a sorry if you don't change how you act
Wasted effort on a man like me
Put the candle out on the family tree
Flames gon' spark up the old dead leaves
Gonna problem start till it's me deceased
And I'm sorry I could never give you peace I'm the only one breathing still
Why can't I chill
Therapy bills
Cherry and Cedar my coffin is built
Flowers just lean over die and then wilt
30 naproxen my pain in a pill
Can't keep it sealed
I got it concealed
I'm on half a mil
And still I can't feel, you feel me
Nah, nah, no
Ecstasy wonderful feeling
Kill me, baby, don't you say to grow
I'm done and O, I'm done and I'm cold
I'm sorry to my friends
I'm still in my head
Sorry for the things I said that brought us to the edge
Mom would always ask me why I look depressed
Sorry I don't got an answer, sorry I'm what's left
Sorry that I failed you
Sorry I'm a failure
Sorry saying sorry's how I'm coping with my dread
Sorry I'm not better
Sorry I forget
A sorry's not a sorry if you don't change how you act
I got a friend
Who saved me from nights where I look at the views from a towering height
They opened my mind they enlightened my mind
I couldn't deal with the thought of their loss so I just can't imagine them dealing with mine
What do you want me to do
What do you want me to do
What do you want me to do
What do you want me to do
What do you want me to do
What do you want me to do
What do you want me to do
What do you want me to do
I tried to hard it's a fact, but when I start talking to you, you ignore me formally
I know that you had some problems before with me that you keep mentioning
I can tell from the look in your eyes that you're not really fine when you say that you're fine
When you say that you're mine when you call me at night when you say you ain't lyin'
I ask if it's true but you just not replyin'
I need a new view I need some more lighting
I need a perspective that keeps me inspired, something to stop me from burning the fire
Like how you said that he's the one you desire, and how you said you feel like I'm an outsider
Like how there's no closure for me to decipher, it keeps getting darker the days don't get brighter
It keeps getting harder to bring myself higher
It keeps getting colder my lungs getting tighter
The fruit start to rot it don't get any riper
I just can't tell with the way that you take from me
The way that you take from me
The way that you take from me
Way that you take from me
Way that you take from me, yeah