I don't wanna be me
I don't wanna be me
I'm playing on your screen but you don't really see me
I don't wanna be me
I don't wanna be me
I'm weeping at your door, but you just wanna leave me
I don't wanna be me
I don't wanna be me
I'm getting deeper every cut you just want me bleeding
I don't wanna be me
I don't wanna be me
I'm getting closer every mark I don't like breathing
I fuck everything up
I don't know what to do
I fuck everything up
I'm nothing without you
I fuck everything up
I don't know what to do
I fuck everything up
I'm nothing without you, God
Do you want me?
Do you hate me, do you love me?
You just play me for a fool 'cuz you know I'm crazy
For your kingdom, for your glory
Now I worry about the stories
Will I even make it to my forties?
Will I ever be 21 or always 20?
I'm not sure 'cuz I'm always fighting demons plenty
Here's my two cents, you can have all my pennies
Fuck you, fuck life and all your teachings
I don't wanna be me
I don't wanna be me
I'm playing on your screen but you don't really see me
I don't wanna be me
I don't wanna be me
I'm weeping at your door, but you just wanna leave me
I don't wanna be me
I don't wanna be me
I'm getting deeper every cut you just want me bleeding
I don't wanna be me
I don't wanna be me
I'm getting closer every mark I don't like breathing