She grabbed my neck, she bound my feet
She cursed my name and I kissed her cheek
She asked me if I wanna leave
But I lied again so she could sleep
Is it still lying if I hope
Things will change and I wanna stay
Things will change and I wanna stay
Go and kill your idols
While you're there betray the heroes you love
How can I be different when
Everyone I've looked to dies
From an overdose
Father was a prophet and he told me what he saw
And I watched it all unfold, not a word of it was wrong
And I blamed it on her youthful bliss
But it was my ignorance turned to cowardice
Go and kill your idols
While you're there betray the heroes you love
How can I be different when
Everyone I've looked to dies
From an overdose
I'm on my way, just you wait
my friends a nurse she says
If I don't quit drinking
I won't make it to twenty-five