I might just take it, take a mix of it and break it
Tear it apart and look into your eyes and tell you it's fine cause I made it
I know that you hate it, I know that you hate it, I know that you hate it
I'm not on my own, but I still feel so alone

And now that I'm grown, I'm taking it back
To all the good days when you would treat me like that
I'm not on my own, but I still feel so alone
And I'm closing up, cause I can't go nowhere except for home

Why do I feel so alone
Cause I don't think I have a home
Why do I not trust no one
Cause everyone leave me alone

Everyone leave me alone
Why do I feel so alone
Tryna find words that will come from a place
Feeling like me and death stuck in a race
Feeling the end is the thing that I chase
Cause not everybody is happy and
Not everybody is happy and smiles
Yeah, it's a feeling I miss for a while

Now it's depression in form of a pill
I take every morning and I hope I don't spill
Swallow and hope to let go of the past
But nothing can stop it, no bulletproof glass

I look in her eyes and I see it too
The feeling of pain, I see it in you
I see my reflection, it's tearing me through
Fuckin' around and got played by a tool

Fuckin' around and got played by a slut
Now there's no one and your windows are shut
Your windows are shut
Your windows are shut

Your windows are shut
Your windows are shut
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
Tryna find words that will come from a

Tryna find words that will come from a place
Come from a place
I'm not on my own
But it's official alone

I know that I'm grown
I'm taking it back
To all the days you would treat me like that
I'm not on my own

But it's official alone
I'm not on my own
But it's official alone
I'm not on my own

Je suis désolé maman
Mais j'ai trop d'haine dans mon cœur

Je m'excuse de prendre tout le monde
Parce que j'ai faim et nex comme une fleur
La meilleure excuse pour mourir
C'est dire que je déteste la mort

Mais moi, je ferme jamais les yeux
Mes rêves sont trop immondes
C'est une putain de folie
Quand je le sens, ça me terrorise

Mon passé me traumatise
Donc si je te fais pas confiance
Baby, s'te plaît, ne sois pas surprise
Why do I feel so alone

I know I'm not on my own
I know I'm not on my own
I know I'm not on my own
I know I'm not on my own

I know I'm not on my own
I know I'm not on my own
I know I'm not on my own
I know I'm not on my own

Elisa, what would it
What would it like
What would it take for you to stop
Loving me

You can't stop infinity
That's like the least anti-committed thing I've ever heard
I'll love you when infinity ends
Really

Yeah
I'll see you when infinity ends
Bye
Bye