I just wanna know are you a hoe or a bitch I just wanna know if you gon' leave me like
This I just wanna know, you feelin' my style and
Flow
I just really hope that this is for us at all
You said that us, we are too young and it could never be for sure
But apart from my sanity, there's nothin' I want more
You said all guys are the same, emotionally immature
But they ain't seen the cold I see when no one's at the door
When you thought there's no light unless you fuckin' end it
This is hard to say but I'm so glad that I am sayin' it
Had to get some things off my chest and you're allowin' it
I want you to know that I'm used to feelin' depressed
See the way those clothes could be movin' under that dress
I think it's safe to say I'm in love with more than your chest
Said a girl was fit and instantly you got pressed
But thirty minutes earlier you told me I could link with other girls
So I can't fully invest in you
Even mixed emotions make some thunder in my head
Ever since I met you my emotions got no rest
Feel like everything that you say is just a test
I'll give you a few months but I can't wait for you forever
Cause you know my state of mind changes like the weather
Got me fallin' slowly but surely just like a feather
Boiling down to a single thought and emotion
That's pain
I hate the fact I love a girl that causes so much pain
Fuck, I'm in a ring, bitch
Call me insane, bitch
Goin' insane, bitch
Call me insane, what's my name
What the fuck am I doin' in this life
Yeah
When the smoke clears, will you ever let me know
I woke up in a sweat but I was freezing cold
I just had a nightmare, I was back in my old home
Does life get really crazy when you livin' in my dome
So sometimes these bitches wonder if my heart is made of chrome
Or of gold
My emotions fuck with more bad relationships
Done fucked up most my life and made it thrown
I despise all these fuckers that call me in their eyes
Talk about trauma like they special but they fuckin' fold
If they're in a bad position cause they're so fragile
Them boys ain't never seen the cold
I went up on Instagram on feelings up and I'm really cryin
Why these Insta reels getting relatable, they really spy
Got me reminiscin' bout that love that I could never find
Always uncovered the truth and almost always they were lyin
I got doubts
Mumzy told me to be patient
Is she worth it, is she wasted
Is she fuckin' keep me waitin'
Mixed emotions got me up here contemplatin
Got me gettin' sleepless nights waking up
In the middle of a freezing winter night
Cause I got, cause I got
I just wanna know you a hoe or a bitch
I just wanna know if you gon' leave me like this
I just wanna know you feelin' my style and flow
I just really hope that this isn't for us at all
You said that us we are too young and it could never be for sure
But apart from my sanity there's nothin' I want more
You said all guys are the same emotionally immature
He sought his soul for the girl
But the devil lied and took her away
He sits with his mind watching her twirl
He should've known not to let the evil lead him astray
He grinds his teeth as he sobs and weep
How could he have ever given in to her mystique
Mixed emotions made his sanity tweak
Tears running down from his eyes to his cheek