I think this is it

I think this is it
and I've thought that for a while.
Struggling, to keep my head up,
wrestling my denial.
cause I'm sinking,
drowning along with you.
Stuck in the aftermath
of what we're webbed into.

Don't you see where this comes from?
Or is it straight out of the blue?
Did you consider
how far we've gone
to get what we chose to choose?
You changed.
You lost the colors, I loved.
Cause I stripped you from everything you were,
trying to get us through.

But is it enough, is it worth it?
All the effort makes us dwell
in a place where we have lost ourselves,
are we stupid to try?
Or is it wise enough to keep pushing?
Hoping we'll surface again
and we'll swim back in.

You seem lost in your own words.
Stuck in a maze, I helped you make
and somewhere, I'm waiting for you,
calling to guide you through.
But I don't know
If it's myself I'm trying to help
Now that I see you don't know
You turn your deaf ear
When I'm calling for you

So is it enough, is it worth it?
All the effort makes us dwell
in a place where we have lost ourselves,
are we stupid to try?
Or is it wise enough to keep pushing?
Hoping we'll surface again
and we'll swim back in.

Somewhere there's a reason we're still here
an exception to the rule.
And some days
I see your colors passing through

But is it enough, is it worth it?
All the effort makes us dwell
in a place where we have lost ourselves,
are we stupid to try?
Or is it wise enough to keep pushing?
Hoping, we'll surface again
but in separate ways."