I can't seem to hold
My head on straight
I'm losing composure
Innocence in stolen
Away from me
Failure seems to be
My form of praise
A bottomless feeling
Searching for healing
In destructive ways
Why can't I stay awake
To avoid this nightmare
Maybe I've been dead here all along
Have you ever seen a river indoors
Flow down the hallway
And pour on the kitchen floor
Take a swim take a dip
Let me show you how deep it is
If you take this
You'll see just where I've been
Time can't tell me
Who I'm supposed to be
I feel like I'm frozen
I'm stuck in a moment
Right in between
All these things they keep on freaking me
Out into a nightmare
I'm constantly stuck scared
Inside a dream
Why can't I stay awake
To avoid this nightmare
Maybe I've been dead here all along
Have you ever seen a river indoors
Flow down the hallway
And pour on the kitchen floor
Take a swim take a dip
Let me show you how deep it is
If you take this
You'll see just where I've been