All has gone insane and i went along with it at least i can admit i fell off my rocker i won't belittle myself for your satisfaction so condescending... i almost gave my life for you i want every path of marrow in those bones to sting like hell i don't understand how those tendons move the way they do i know mine don't do the same regardless of what you say i feel everything that you are not feeling exacerbate, undermine raw emotions corrode my mind frustration & confusion heartless gestures erode my spine abandon the feeling you felt in the past protect yourself from feeling you're last i'm sorry that i feel this way i'm not sorry for feeling this way don't fret your head i'll return wiser than before we all have experiences that results in having to be reborn wait until they get a load of me more joker than two-faced i have been lost in the dark but i will emerge once more