You said you loved me
After the first week
Upset that I couldn't say it back
But it was new to me
But I think you liked that
I think you knew that you had me
Wrapped around your fingertips
Only yours when you want me to be
But when you kiss me for the camera
And you look me in the eyes
I convince myself you might just mean it
And it's all just in my mind
'Cause I had nothing to compare you to
Can't cross fictitious lines
You only know you should have drawn them
When they're a million miles behind
You're impossible to love
But it's impossible to leave
And you keep saying that you're sorry
Like you've got somewhere to be
No, I won't kiss you 'cause you're lonely
You know you make it hard to breathe
Of course I'm falling for you all over again
I haven't learned a thing
My heart is beating in my head, yes
I guess this is what a mess is
I'm too soft for conflict
But I must confess I want this
And I'll make myself digestible
I swear I'll be incredible
Just don't spit me out
Just don't spit me out
When you kiss me for the audience
I know that's all it'll ever be
A great big fake performance
You'll put on until you leave
And I know you I know myself
And I loathe them equally
Myself for letting you
And you for leaving me
You're impossible to love
But it's impossible to leave
And you keep saying that you're sorry
Like you've got somewhere to be
No, I won't kiss you 'cause you're lonely
You know you make it hard to breathe
Of course I'm falling for you all over again
I haven't learned a thing
One minute you've lost interest
But you're keeping me in time
And I tell all my friends your different
Same old lines
I hate that you know how to use me
To put your plans in place of mine
The best we ever were was separate
Same old lies
You're impossible to love
But it's impossible to leave
And I'm so scared I want you only
Say you'll make it up to me
I'll be there anytime you're lonely
God, you make it hard to breathe
I let you suffocate me slowly
'Cause I haven't learned a thing
No I haven't
No I haven't
You're my bad habit
I haven't learned a thing
Oh, no I havent
No I haven't
You're my bad habit
I haven't learned a thing