Falling back into sin
Got the devil grinning
It's Dog eat dog
I'm fighting with some hella bitches
Worn to bits
My Patient wears thin to existence
Torn within
Then I'm walking home with all these stitches

High of a zoot
So they're energy couldn't bring me down
Only relate to the tunes
That you hear me blaring out
Alone in a full room
Feeling that I don't fit the crowd
Respect over money there's no exchanging a fair amount

I see the change in everyone that I'm seeking out
Drama tied around me like a dressing gown
Unless I'm on a riddim I don't make a sound
I sit in silence trynna drown the noise that I surround in or

I'm in studio with Jam
Putting pictures up to frame
To fully hear me out
They got it play it loud when I explain
Took a different route when I lost myself
I'm weighing up my options balancing peace and wealth

I gotta get away
Forget about yesterday
Set the pace
Step correct before my issues quickly escalate
It's either stay depressed learn to go my separate way
So many ups & downs and I find it hard to level straight

In a mental state
I lost my drive like an Escalade
Everything's a lie so I investigate
Looking for any sign just to end this chase
Free your mind the cost of life is the time you waste

Hope I segregate to heavens gate
And I pray he knows our name
So through his mercy let us levitate
I'm pushing through these weeks to see a better day
I'd try to reach for you but only do once I medicate

I remain trying for the people that I breathe around
I stay quiet cuz there's things I can't speak about
Looking back on some achievements I ain't even proud
Trynna reel the ps in cuz I'm scheming ways to make it out

Struggling to sleep now
Thugging through the next phase
To fully hold it down
I had to start by cutting dead weight
I used to care what man thought
That alone was a headache
Spotting frauds on the platform
Made move to the next stage

Cuz Penny for my thoughts
Ain't enough to get my debts paid
I've been holding onto pain
But Ride it out like a Segway
Chose to start from scratch
There's something faulty in these templates
No superman on my back
So I found my own escape

Comfy on my lonelies
I set my target then roll deep
Rather stay ahead of time instead of wasting it on rollies
I only pray to Christ
Trynna follow what he shows me
By Living a new life
I've been deading off the old me

It's Hell on earth
Still I'm searching for sacred grounds
Raised in an area I'm out of bounds
I'm from a place where deception depicts our town
So Reality just got me questioning what real is now