Hello despair, my oldest friend
Like a fortress, won't let the light in
Where every kind word feels like a lie
They're gonna find me out
And see I'm terrified

Stupid popstar they never loved you anyways
You're so pathetic
Obsessing 'bout what they'll say

Run towards the monster (Hey)
They never loved you anyways monster (Hey)
But what are they gonna say?
It's eating at me again
I'm in the grips, I'm going under
I've been here before
I swear I killed this part of me
This monster

Where have you been, my happiness?
It's been too long, you up and ghosted
What was I saying again? Never mind
It's unimportant anyways

Stupid popstar they're gonna eat you alive
You'll never make it why do you even try?

Run towards the monster (Hey)
They never loved you anyways monster (Hey)
But what are they gonna say?
It's eating at me again
I'm in the grips, I'm going under
I've been here before
I swear I killed this part of me
This monster

Stupid popstar you're not good enough
Basic dumb bitch i mean, what the fuck?
Basic dumb bitch i mean, what the fuck?