Mental abuse
Heartbroken and bruised
Sad and depressed
Feel like putting my neck in a noose
I hide from the lies
Run from the truth
They think that I'm cool
Cuz I got millions of views
None of them teachers in school
Never did give us the tools
To deal with this pain and get out of this mood
None of us know what to do
So we stayed locked in our room
These drugs are killing our youth
I feel like we destined to lose
My mind is my enemy
Depression effecting me mentally
I tried not to let the shit get to me
But it be draining my energy
I'm supposed to be strong
But I can't do this alone
cll I do is get high
Don't know why I'm feeling this low
cnxiety losing control
Make me feel like I'm about to explode
Need help but I don't tell a soul
cnd try to get thru on my own
So if we fight and you leave
cnd I act like its nothing to me
Know I need you like air that I breathe
But the words don't come out when I speak

I get high to even out my lows
Been going thru some shit and don't nobody know
I hide behind a smile and hope it doesn't show
In a room full of people I feel so alone

I am not okay I am not okay
Even tho say that I'm okay
I am not okay I am not okay
Even tho say that I'm okay
I am not okay I am not okay
Even tho say that I'm okay