You got no idea
No, no
No, no
You got no idea, girl

I'm sayin', "Heaven, I cannot afford it"
I know I'm wrong but I won't listen
I know it's really not important (not)
I said to myself, "Why would I lie?"

I said, "My bitch is always bonepickin'"
I said, "She always bonepickin' with me"
I'm looking at a red flag all night
Starin' at the light, it's not a green light
I know that I'm not mad enough
I know that I'm not mad enough
'Cause she always playin' with me
I know that she is bad enough
I know that she is bad for me, she's bad for me
I live in my room, thinkin' it's cool
If I could be somebody else just for a day, I'll take the back seat
I think about the times I was young
I think it's always greener on the other side (oh no, no)
Yeah, I would be thinkin' 'bout the man that I would be
Thinkin' bout the time I was seventeen, I could've been anything, anything
I tell my mama, "Sorry," 'cause I threw it away
I had to leave home for a long time
I said, "My father always yelling at me every night"
It's true, we didn't get along
I had to pick the pieces up, had to start a tone
I had to smack him in his face and tell me, "Leave me alone"
And tell me, "Leave me alone," tell me, "Leave me alone"
You don't gotta be toxic, you been sellin' drugs and that's a hot topic
You brought my family to pieces, so can you stop it?
Can you stop it? Daddy, now, daddy, now

I'm sayin', "Heaven, I cannot afford it"
I know I'm wrong but I won't listen
I know it's really not important (not)
I said to myself, "Why would I lie?"
I'm sayin', "Heaven, I cannot afford it"
I know I'm wrong but I won't listen
I know it's really not important (not)
I said to myself "Why would I lie?"