Uh, hey-ay
I
Been through this a thousand times (Uh)
Without love, feels like I'll die (Uh)
Hopefully I'm satisfied (Uh)
Sometimes I just chase my highs
Been through this a thousand times
Without drugs, feels like I'll die (Uh)
Hopefully I'm satisfied (Uh)
I tend to just chase my highs (Hey)
I know ignorance is bliss, but I don't know what ignorant is
Does that make me ignorant? Am I filled with ignorance?
I ain't wanna fall in love again, damn near fell in love again
They judge me based off my feelings, more than the color of my skin
It's hard to stay focused with these demons roaming
They walkin' through my head looking for a place to live (Woah, woah, woah, woah)
It's hard to stay focused with these demons roaming (Woah, woah, woah)
They walkin' through my soul lookin' for a new crib
You can't tell me that I don't know who Lucifer is
I probably know him better than them niggas livin' in hell
You don't understand my struggle, think I don't make any sense
If you don't go through what I go through, this is not for you to get
Been through this a thousand times
Without love, feels like I'll die
Hopefully I'm satisfied (Uh)
Sometimes I just chase my highs
Been through this a thousand times
Without drugs, feels like I'll die
Hopefully I'm satisfied
I tend to just chase my highs
Walkin' through a hallway of darkness (Yeah), shadows follow me (Yeah, yeah)
God told me to keep walkin' (Uh), close my eyes and look away (Yeah)
The devil boolin' on my shoulders (Uh), telling me to numb the pain (Uh)
My temptations are a lot, like a bad bitch, ayy, ayy, ayy
I been through a lot, it's hard to manage, ayy, ayy, ayy
I'm in a position to deal damage, ayy, ayy, ayy
I can dish shit it out and take it, hey
Shit's about to get ugly, don't look this way, uh
On the real (Uh), and my chest is where the pain lives (Uh)
On the real (Uh), try to numb me with the pain pills (Hey)
I don't feel (Uh), but I still feel everything (Yeah)
I'm down in the dump, still livin' like a king
Been through this a thousand times (Uh)
Without love, feels like I'll die (Hey)
Hopefully I'm satisfied (Uh)
Sometimes I just chase my highs (Hey)
Been through this a thousand times
Without drugs, feels like I'll die
Hopefully I'm satisfied
I tend to just chase my highs (Uh)
Chase my highs, uh, feel the vibe
Look me in my eyes
See the Hell in my eyes
Uh, chase my highs, trying to satisfy
Look me in my eyes
This is real life
Ayy, ayy, ayy