Listen
Even tho' I got a million dollar picture
I don't feel like I'm the same
Different Rendition
With so many stuff in my head
You heard what I said
In reverse yeah I le-ad

Lead them to war
They tryna take my soul
Tear me apart
But I can't let them
I can't let them
I'm tryna control my thoughts
And leverage them
Switching the vibe now
Now more calm yeah
trying to get some money
So I can turn my life around yeah
Not so much experience
But I'm close to being 18 wow
Time always flies
And I waste it by sitting down
In front of my phone, yeah
Like leave me alone
I don't wanna talk
It's like I'm turning emo on the low
And I try my best
But my best sometimes isn't enough
So I gotta go harder
I know one day it will all pay off

Listen
Even tho' I got a million dollar picture
I don't feel like I'm the same
Different Rendition
And maybe my suffering is my addiction
Then my feelings change
And then it seem a work of fiction
Blinded by the vision
There is no distinction
Between my thoughts and reality
Listen
Even tho' I got a million dollar picture
I don't feel like I'm the same
Different Ren-

Thoughts
I can push them away
Abundance
I call it my way
I believe I can achieve
Anything I want in life
Even though it seems dark
At the end yeah I will thrive
I know if we try
We can be together forever
Can't believe my eyes
I got with an angel from heaven

Listen
Even tho' I got a million dollar picture
I don't feel like I'm the same
Different Rendition
With so many stuff in my head
You heard what I said
In reverse yeah I le-ad
Listen
Even tho' I got a million dollar picture
I don't feel like I'm the same
Different Rendition
And maybe my suffering is my addiction
Then my feelings change
And then it seem a work of fiction
Blinded by the vision
There is no distinction
Between my thoughts and reality
Listen
Even tho' I got a million dollar picture
I don't feel like I'm the same
Different Ren-