Lately I've been relaxing
A little too much for my liking
On school, lowkey, been slacking
Don't understand, what's happening
Don't understand, my mind in
Deep emotions, just locking it
My heart I keep it locked in
True love been hard to find it

Asking always, what is love like?
Is it like in the movies that is for life?
Or is it fantasy?, the love life
I know I wanted us for life
Asking always, what is love?
Is it just a feeling that as soon as it comes goes?
Saying, was so in love
Sending letters with a dove
Pictured us together chilling out in a cove
Yeah, uh
But it ain't work out
Still asking 'till this day, why we ain't work out
Yeah, uh
Don't know what that's about
We felt so happy back in the round
On the real, if I could, would turn around
Don't mind the voices in the background
They'll be talking 'till they see us in the ground
Hating will be there, better stand yo ground
Yeah, wishing I could just turn back
I know you hate it when I backtrack
Your picture in my frame, remind me that
I lost a pice of me, nah scratch that
I lost my everything, more than that
I don't want anything that ain't ya
Sorry if this song just falls flat
Writing this with my soul, just know that

Lately I've been relaxing
A little too much for my liking
On school, lowkey, been slacking
Don't understand, what's happening
Don't understand, my mind in
Deep emotions, just locking it
My heart I keep it locked in
True love been hard to find it
Yeah, I miss you
I know that you don't know that
Wanna kiss you
And I know that you ain't want that
If you wanted it
We would be together
If you wanted it
We would stay together
If you wanted it
We would live together
If you wanted it
Wouldn't break my heart
Yeah, yeah, yeah
But, it is done now
Now, now, now, now
The pain inside my brain
Don't end
Won't happen again
Our smiles just faded away
They are just memories
That I tuck away