Every morning I wake up gently reeling
And there's blood all down my bed
Like twin needles the sensations of you leaving
Who are you feeding off instead
Times like this they make me think that maybe
I should just get clean
Times like this they make me wonder
About how you got so mean
I don't want a call back
I don't want to want that
But it's the only thing on my mind
Post something on Instagram
Have another cigarette
Anything to fill up all this time
Always ask you darling what's the point in breathing
When your pale face fills my head
Tie me up fuck me up until I'm bleeding
Prop me up once I'm undead
I don't really want to remember this feeling
Because there's nothing I can say
When you fell for me all I heard was screaming
But I still can't walk away.
Times like this they make me feel like maybe
I should just get clean
Times like this they make me wonder
About how you got so mean
I don't wanna call back
I don't want to want that
But it's the only thing on my mind
Post something on Instagram
Pop another Xanax
Anything to fill up all this time
So viper tell me I'm just dreaming
Don't you wonder how I fill my days
You know I'm always looking for some meaning
Even if I'm just you're prey